.. ten days later ..

I think I am coming to terms that I am just a bad blogger. Always have been. Probably always will be as well. Not really a good thing, but something I can handle I suppose. It's because I'm never home...Can't blog at Nathan's because their internet is SOO slow. Can't blog at work because well...it is work!

Went to my little brother's 8th grade Grad last night. He looked so cute :) Kind of a boring night, and not well planned, but it was over by 8.30 and We were home by 9.00.

And why do they have Taylor Hicks singing on a Ford commercial. That kind of irritates me. I liked him on idol, but he's not really idol enough yet to be doing endorsements. Even for a major idol sponsor.

So I've been working on my mini Wasaga album. We're going next Friday, so I'm hoping to have it all finished and ready to go by then. Maybe when we get back I will even remember to add some pictures.OOH! And I bought my new camera the other night. Samsung S600, for fifty dollars off. Yeeehaw. And small enough to keep it in my purse, and it hardly takes up any room. And still 6.0 megapixels :D

.. Things Left To Do [but not all tonight] ..

1. Finish Chapters 8 and 9 in Cognition Textbook
2. Definitions for Chapters 4,5,6,8 & 9
3. Get gym bag ready for tomorrow [stability ball day]
4. Clean off bed so I can actually get to sleep
5. Get off this stupid computer...

.. at this moment ..

Not much time for typing, but just a few minutes for updating. Exam in Three days, and still lots and lots of reading and catching up left to do. Work today, with a printer that went on vacation!! Awfully hard to get your paperwork done when you can't even print anything off!

I got my two new books in the mail today, yeehaw! Unfortunately for me, I also opened up the box. Bad idea when I am supposed to be studying Cognition, and not scrapbook pages, lol :)

Bought a new pair of sunglasses on the weekend, since I managed to break my old ones, and then proceed to lose them before I could get them fixed! These ones are a super dark gray with sparkly bits along the sides. I think, if i could, I try and make everything I own at least a little bit sparkly. Then I could always look alive, even if I wasn't really feeling it...like right now!!

.. almost ten "aye-emm" ..

Sitting in the chair, with the window open and the wind blowing in as the train rolls on by. Most people hate the noise of the trains. I've lived near them since I was five. Even in two moves, they've still been close. Always comforting, except once in a while when it's 2.00 am, and I can't seem to fall asleep.

Spent even more money this morning. Ordered a skirt for Wasaga and Cuba, and a Top to wear to the wedding. Still need the rest of the outfit, but at least I have started. I feel kinda crazy buying clothes for the end of January...but I know there will be nothing to find if I wait until the Fall.

Not going in to school today. No new material, just review - I'd rather spend the 5.5 hours of wasted bus ride time doing some real studying instead. And studying is right up at the top of my To Do list for the day. That and washing my gym clothes. Yuck!

.. recently I ..

1. Bought 4 movies, and I'm watching the second one right now. Watched Just Like Heaven last night, and am watching Elizabethtown right now. Still have Crash and Mr and Mrs Smith left.
2. Booked my spot, paid the deposit and the insurance for CUBA in January.
3. Found out my Final exam for summer school is a week tomorrow, but I am SO not ready for it yet.
4. Have been feeling more confident in myself - how I look, how I feel, how I talk...and I can't quite figure out why.
5. Have been getting angry about things, but am moving on, not hanging on.
6. Moved my cactuses to the bedroom window so they can soak up some sunshine.
7. Ordered 2 new books from AMAZON.CA: Love your Handwriting by Heidi Swapp, and Scrap City
8. Decided I'm not going back to Kathy's in the fall, but am moving in to Kara's apartment in Vaughn. And I am totally, totally excited. [I sense a trip to Ikea in my future!!]
9. Went to a bonfire party, and got pretty drunk, and didn't really sleep, and had a lot of fun just laughing and BEING...It's amazing how easy it is to forget to just be sometimes.

.. Soo ..

...someone totally ate the rest of my icecream. Probably for the best since I am not supposed to be eating things like that anyways, but disappointing none the less. I'll have to find something else instead...maybe tea and a Hop 'n' go bar. I love those things!!

I did get my hair cut last week...so now it sits on my shoulders, once I've straightened. Perfect. I am getting tired of my boring boring brown hair though. It's too bad highlights are so high maintenance, because I love them...Just can't afford them these days. And don't really need them I suppose. I'm trying harder to "go without" these days. Sometimes it is certainly easier than others, that is for sure.

Tomorrow I am back to school. Which means I should probably try to get some work done tonight, since I managed to totally slack of last week, and get absolutely nothing done. nothing. Hopefully I can change that tonight. After I have a shower
And eat
and straighten my hair
and fix my work out shcedule

haha

.. ten twenty-eight ..

Almost 10.30 on Thursday morning. Been up for an hour and a half, and have doen nothing yet. Absolutely nothing. Room is still a mess. Haven't finished reading chapter for OR even started chapter five. Haven't really stopped complaining.

HAVE:

1. moved the big container out of my room. It's now sitting in the hallway, lol.
2. Been eating more fruit, though not neccessarily move veggies. Still working on that one
3. Been going to the gym. Even made up a work out schedule to follow. Oh ya - I'm hard core. Going tonight...and tomorrow...and Saturday as well.

I can't remember if I wrote about Ashley and Jeff's wedding yet. Probably not if I can't remember. I'm going to CUBA January 26.07 for my first wedding ever! A whole week in a hot country - wicked sweet. $1279.99 + $99.04 tax ... + $87.48 in insurance. Still have to call and find out what exactly does the insurance cover. Ya I know, I'm a loser - buy the insurance before I even know what it covers, lol.

In fact...I should probably go call about that now, before I forget. And I should probably eat something for breakfast as well.